Oh my!!!! I'm sorry. It's hard to except that fact that your best friend is gone or might be. Trust me. I know how it feels. I've never lost a dog where they ran off, but recently I lost my baby girl Eve on Christmas morning (2004) My mother came in and told me that something happend and I knew what she was going to say. I was devestated!!!! She was sick for about a week, and I didn't even know until she stopped eating, drinking, and being active. It really hurts to lose a pet and friend you love. But never ever give up hope. Don't stop looking. And never forget no matter what he's with you wherever you go. If you need to talk, let me know alright?
~doggie_luv~