[cherylmartin]

Dear Jasmine, my baby girl

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Dear Jasmine,
Today marks 30 days without you in our lives. I still weep for you. I still look at the backdoor to see if you are watching me as I work in the flower gardens. I have to stop myself from asking if you want to 'go' when we run an errand. I am still getting up at 5:30 AM to feed you and checking the clock to see if it's close to 2:00 PM yet. I still have not been able to go for our evening walk-it's just too hard to do this without you. I still look for you when we go to bed. I am keeping my promise that I made to you. Our letter to the FDA about the drug that killed you is ready to mail. Our letter to the DVM board is going then also. The guilt I still have for giving you that first dose of ProIn weighs heavy on my heart. I am so sorry I made you take it but I trusted the Vet and thought it was what you needed. I will never begin to forgive myself. I hope you have forgiven me for what I had to do Sept 4, 2009. You were just so sick. You looked so unhappy. You had not eaten anything for 3 days. Not chicken, not steak, nothing. You would not even drink water when I offered it to you. Hope it's OK that I gave your food and cookies to a 'no kill' shelter. I have kept your toys and favorite blanket. We just miss you so much Jas. You became my child when the other 2 legged children left home. Please take care my baby girl and I hope you have found Hambone, Shakes and Budley at The Rainbow Bridge. Play, eat, run and chase lizards for us. I also hope that you see the candle I light for you every Monday night.
We will always love you and miss you and you will be in my heart for eternity.
Love,
Mom

[dawgplanet]

i hope you find your dog! goodluck

[DoggieVogue]

I am so very sorry for your loss. When I read your letter, it made me cry. What a terrible thing you have had happen to you and your baby. My heart goes out to you!

[lil mutt]

That was very touchy and so heartwarming. Jasmine was surely up there smiling for you. This is a great lesson too about getting true expert and more concern vets...

[danny14]

Oh its sad to know.I hope you found your dog.I will pray to god that soon you get your dog back.

[Lara's mom]

I am so sorry for your loss of Jasmine. I have an elderly dog - I know that day will come. I wish I could find the words that would help you. The truth is, there aren't any. I know that there is nothing I can possibly say that will ease that terrible pain. Perhaps, it will help in some small way to know that someone you don't even know shares your pain and is thinking about you.

Bless you sweet heart.