 my baby boy "chance"
This is the first time that I am on this forum. On september 1st 2007 I had to put my beloved Chance to sleep. I have never had to make this kind of decision. He was about 13 years old and had back and hip problems, the two days before we put him too sleep he couldnt get up by himself and kept peeing everywhere. I was lucky that my vet came to the house and let chance go to sleep in his own bed for the last time, but now I am dealing with the empty feeling and the pain of my lose. I am crying all the time and wish I could turn the clock back and just have him for another day.
We got Chance from a military pound 11 years ago, he was a very abused fully grown Dalmation that no one wanted and the day I saw him was it for him, if no one adopted him by the end of that day he would be put down, hence the name "chance" because that waas what we were for him. He was the most protective and loving dog. Chance never would play fetch or play with any toys, he would just set next to you and put his head in your lap and want to be loved. There will never be another like him, a friend once told me that when you looked in my dogs eye's you looked at a "old soul". Chance was a quiet dog who hardly ever barked unless some one was near the house or he was very excited, but no matter how quiet he was you always know he was there, and now he is not. How will I get over this loss???? He was my baby boy for 11 years. Tomorrow I will be pickiing out the container for his ashes. Thanks for letting me get my feelings out, my poor husband must think I am crazy. | 
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