 Good night Chester
This is my first posting on here ,
Monday was the worst day of our lives , our 10 1/2 yr old jack russell was having breathing problems and i took him to the vets at 9.30 am.
They told me he couldnt be saved as he had fluid on his lungs and chest and the kindest thing was to let him go to sleep.
I cried like a baby felt guilty for having him put to sleep , all i could see was him lying there in peace no more pain but the pain was mine saying good bye to him , i used to speak to him everyday even got on all fours and cuddled him like a baby , he brought so much joy into our lives ,even when every morning he climed into bed with us or the kids and stayed there.
He never moaned just did as he was told , let me know when some one was at the door or the post man came to the point we needed a post box cover as he ripped the mail .
Iam washing his bed and taking it to the animal shelter with his bowels , but its hard iam in tears now writing this .
I know time will hear me but for now its so painfull that hes gone , i look on the stairs to see if hes there or check the bedrooms and remind myself that hes gone.
Just needed to talk .
Andrew | 
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